The week after

It's been a funny week this week. After the enormous high of last weekend, then the enormous low of coming back to reality, it's been a real emotional rollercoaster. I started the week in a fit of depression. I worked from home on Monday - just as well as I couldn't even crack a smile. Got my hair cut & trimmed the beard - bye bye Judas :o(

Went into the office on Tuesday and just felt really out of place. It felt so wierd...almost like someone had died - just a big empty space where this show had been. I certainly didn't feel like working and it was a real struggle to focus.

It has got steadily easier as the week has gone on, although there is still that nagging sense of loss at the back of my mind. I think because we reached such a fantastic high, it's going to take a long time to recover. I don't think many of us will never experience anything like that again.

It's been great reading all your messages on here. It's so nice to see new people coming on and sharing their thoughts, not just my usual fan club! (No offence girls! :o) ). I've been really touched by the kind things you've had to say about my performance - I feel really humbled. For me it was just mind-blowing to think that I was part of such an amazing cast, putting on such a professional show. I would have loved to have been able to watch it all!

Please keep the photos and stuff coming - I'm going to put Martha's pictures up today, so look out for those. And if you have any friends of family that saw the show, get them to take a look at the site and leave a message - it would be good to hear comments from an audience perspective.

Keep posting the comments - I do read them all, but I don't always get chance to log on everyday to reply. I will always get round to it tho.

Anyway, that'll do for now I think. You all know how to get in touch, so please do.

See ya all soon,
Richard
xx